The Art of Being Bored
Ok. The holiday had been fun so far. Had plenty of rest (err..in fact a bit too much). I went to Mersing last week with my friends. Its been a while since my last camping trip. So, i was really looking forward to this one. Too bad nino and runiz did not join us. It would have been a blast if they come along. 
Anyways, i decided to change my friendster layout again. The old one seemed too plain and cheeky. Not that i dont love being cheeky, cuz i do sooo much..hehe..Its just time for change. And this time, its a lil bit extreme. I guess for those who know me will probably say that it is not me at all. Yup..hell yeah. I changed the theme from ‘I love YAMAPI and AKANISHI to death’ to ‘I HATE LIFE and WANT to DIE’. This time, it does not have anything to do with my emotional state of being. Im not EMO, im just god damn bored. I dont have anything interesting to do. Cant go shopping cuz im broke, cannot go rock climbing cuz all my girl-friends are not here in Gombak (Yup..i decided to give rock climbing another shot..yea he!)..basically i cannot do anything that cost more that rm10. That means, its nothing out of the house. Argghhh..my life is so pathetic.
Hmm..thats how all this gothic thing come about. Hahha…personally, i know gothic from music. My chemical romance and Amy Lee are pretty cool to me. I dont dig malaysian gothic though. They seem a bit lost .No offense. But maybe only those which i’ve seen with my very own eyes. From my views, gothic is just a look. A way for youngsters to show their feeling of sadness and depression. Other than fashion. i dont see Gothic or Goth as fitting an exact good or evil scenario as it’s intent. The person places the association with it, or makes it look bad or good themselves. Most of them just wanted to belong to some kind of ’subculture’. Thats all. However, it can also be about being an individual, more opened than a robotic mainstream. Hmm..err..have i been blabbing about useless things again? heheh..err..sorry. My point iis actually i know gothic mostly from music. Mikey and Gerard from MCR are the hottest goth i know..hehe..agree?? I put their song I dont love you as my background. Enjoy.
