My world: The Cherryblossom Garden

Im so glad to be at home right now. Enough with the dramas already. 2006 was such a disaster. (Not really a ‘was’ yet but almost). All those ‘friendship’ issues,catfights, crying days,arguing over the smallest matter..just name it..It all had happened to me. But despite all those bad things,i started to realize that Im so much happier now than ever. Now i know, what true friends really mean. Its not based on how many movies you watched together,how many hours you spend talking on the phone or how fun it feels when you’re gossipping. It simply means, being there for one another. Especially when you feel hopeless and everything just dont seem right. The one that stays right by your side and listen to all the crap you’re complaining about. Even when you’re clearly the one to blame in every situation. The kind of friends that you know will still be your friend 10 years from now. The one that MUST attend your wedding no matter what and the one that you’ll be telling your kids about. Well, thats the good thing. I also realize that among your so-called-friends they will be some self centered annoying individuals that you have to deal with or keep being ‘friends’ for the sake of just being nice. You see them everyday, you talk occasionally, they’re friends of friends and maybe on very rare occasions, they’ll ask a little bit about you so it looks like they really care. The kind of friends that only come to you whenever they feel like you have something they want or need. For sure, you’ll not see them around when you desperately need a shoulder to cry on. It took a lot of me but I know I have learned to be ‘fine’ with them. At least until I graduated. They wont be friends with me 10 years from now. They might get invited to my wedding but I dont care if they come or not and if they do, I’ll be pissed if they dont bring gifts..Hahaha..and of course my kids wont even heard of them. Last but not least, among my friends there are those friendly faces that you’re not that close with but have helped you a lot along the way. The one you can always laugh and make jokes,have lunch, go to the gym, lend you notes and exchanging opinions about crushes and boyfriends with. Hahaha..Dont we all have those friends ?? The good and the bad. Thats life,right??

Ooookay,that and one other thing. I said earlier that im tired of all the dramas. Its actually about my roommate. God..she’s the most annoying,crazy (and not in cool way), kedekut, annoying a couple of more times,pelik nak mampus and anti-social (who has like 1 friend) BITCH i’ve ever met. She hates it everytime my friends come to my room because to her "ITS TOO NOISY" . Dahla tak bagi org pinjam iron,tong sampah,rak kasut, majalah or anything thats hers. Tak hingin pun,org ade iron sendiri tapi sape la suruh letak kat luar. Kalau private sangat,letak la dalam compartment sendri,ngok! Bukak lagu perlahan je boleh,kalau tgk movie..kena pakai headfon. Arghhh..setiap kali kuar or masuk bilik dia akan kunci. Tak kisahla ade org ke tak..Akibatnye,everytime nak kuar kejap pun kena bawak kunci kalau tanak terkunci kat luar..Bodonye..ade org camtu dalam dunia rupanye. Pastu tak berani cakap direct, bagi notes saying all those stupid useless thing. When i confronted her,takut lak..lari. Kononnye nak bagitau fellow. Hahah..rase cam darjah 2 lak. Kalau gaduh bagitau cikgu ke,mak ke..Ishhh..and she has the guts to (eh..takde guts sebenarnye sbb dia tulis je tak berani cakap) ask me to pindah bilik kalau tak boleh diam sket. HELLO..dia la pindah bilik. Nak diam2 pg sewa rumah kat luar,takpun dok kat blok PG. Baru minggu first dah kecoh, bukan nak study pape pun.. Arghhh..sukatila..like i care to compromise. I DONT. From now on,I’ll officially invite NINO to my room everyday. We’ll make noise,dgr lagu kuat2 and gelak cam org sewel just for her. HAHAHAHHAHAH….(thats my evil laugh). Oh by the way,thats the sketch of my evil roommate. She is 10 times more ugly in person.

OK..Done

Tonight will be the last night before I’m heading back to college for the new semester. Phewww..I’ve done a lil too much of relaxing,should be ready to do some serious kick ass studying starting monday.Haha..Im excited except that i knew my Probability lecturer will be Dr Jamal. I heard from those who have taken the subject with him before that he is damn strict. No laughing,no talking,no reaction whatsoever. He had a history of kicking off students from his class. Gosh..I feel like Im in primary school. Lecturers dont do that. Come on..Ape2 je la..Lets just wait and see.Hmm..for MOLTEC, the lecturer will be Dr farouk. He used to teach me Cell & Molecular Biology. He’s one helluva weird guy. But considering he’s a gold medalist,award winning scholar..its not so weird.But then again,he’s a Professor. They’re supposed to be weird..Haha. Its good though,i kinda like him although half of the time i cant understand what he is talking about. The subject is tough plus his german-arabic accent. Hmmm..

I have nothing specific to write about, just wanna write something because in UIA’s computer lab friendster is banned so I would not be logging in for some time. Lets not get into that, just not worth it. I changed the background of my profile and added one of my favourite song. Hmm..its been a long time since I decorated my page. I know it sound silly but i used to change everything in my page according to my mood. So if you see emo pics,means im not in a good mood. Haahah..my page is very personal to me. I cant help it if I tend to be ’see-through’. Well,i can be very expressive sometimes although through experience i learn that you just gotta keep those things to youself. Ntahlaa..who knows?? Life’s a puzzle. At least mine is. And the pieces are everywhere. I dont even know where some of it are. Just hope its not lost. One day I might wanna put it all back together.

The holiday is almost over. Only 2 days left then I’ll be sorrounded by books and class notes again. Better enjoy whats left huh?? I didnt plan to watch the movie CINTA. The preview and advertisment are everywhere tp cam takdela tertarik sangat nak tengok wayang. Beli vcd je nanti. Ehem..Tp bangun je pagi tadi dapat mesej cakap diorang dah beli tiket, ajak join je. So i did, bukan nak buat pape pun dok umah. The show was at 9pm and we plan to pegi Midvalley right after maghrib tp oleh sbb leka tengok ulangan America Next Top Model terlambat sket siap. Hehe..Sorry ye. Jalan takla jam sangat tapi banyak keta, orang tak abis balik keje lagi ke? Hmm..sampai dalam Midvalley 8.50pm sbb cari parking lama sangat.Lari-lari anak beli popcorn ngan air pastu masuk cinema terus.

I expected cerita CINTA ni macam Love actually. Tapi tak sebenarnye. The concept,maybe but not the storyline. Its a modern day love story. 5 different stories, macam dalam love actually la.Cinematography dia cam best la jugak walaupun Im no expert. The soundtrack pun cam best je. Lagu Misha-Jac,VE ngan Andi rasenye. Yang lain,tatau la lagu sape. Although how they defined love is a bit overrated, i still think its a good movie. They have a point. All of them believe in the existance of true love. Maybe over time passion will be gone but whats left is hopefully trust and love that will last forever. Some may think all those things are a little bit too sweet to last in the real world. Who knows?? Its good entertainmant though. I used to think whoever waiting for the one to sweep them off their feet and bring eternal happiness could be waiting for a long time but not anymore. Those thing happens sometime,and if it happens to you..treasure it because trust me,its rare! haha. Personally I like the Eizlan-Fasha Story (and not just because Eizlan character’s name is Azlan,ye..Teeheee) They are from two different world. Azlan,he’s an eligible bachelor,owner of a company yang terbitkan magazines while Azura(Fasha) is a salesgirl kat kedai buku. Azlan ni dah jatuh cinta since first time dia jumpa Azura kat kedai buku tu. Kiut la jugak kisahnye even though i was never a fan of both Fasha and Eizlan. Tapi yang sedih sket cite Shidi-Rita and Nanu. Kalau nak tau, korang tengok la ye. Malas nak cite semua. Hahah…takla rugi tengok wayang,ok jugak cerita nye.

Hmm..Next week dah start sem baru and I will be a 3rd year student. Dah start kena pikir macam-macam. Final year project la, EIT la..About 2 more years and thats it. Kejap je dua tahun tu..risaunye. Camne ni?? Pasal trip pegi Beijing tu pun agak merunsingkan. Macam ayah bagi je pegi overseas trip lagi. Last year baru je berjalan2 dan shopping sakan kat Seoul. Pastu,Medi plak nak fly pegi Canada next year. Huwarggh..banyak la duit ayah nak guna and maybe I wont get to go. Ntahla..bila difikir2,its more like I have to go sbb dah tanggungjawab bukan nak sangat. Its a lot of money and I dont have any..mengharapkan duit ayah je la..sedihnye.Ishh..camne nak cari duit nih?? Blaja pun ntah pape je. Sem baru ni (macam sem2 lain gak) sangatla semangat nak blaja rajin2. Takpela,kalau tak tercapai pun..asal ade niat.Heheh..Selain tu, nak berikrar pegi Gym hari2. Sebenarnye nak swimming hari2 tp memandangkan swimming pool tu tak bukak dah berbulan2 lamanye,terpaksala pegi gym or main squash je. Ape2 pun kena work out like hell la. Nak kayak la,naik gunung la..kalau dgn stamina yg ade skrang ni hanya layak kayak kat tasik ngan panjat busut je..bukit kecik pun tak larat..gunung ape lagi..Ape2la..semoga berjaya..da~