Little things that make me happy
Hey,i woke up feeling blue today.Tomorrow we’re going back for raya.Didnt feel like studying although i really should.Doesnt matter,i’ll study later.I had the most beautiful dream last night.Feel weird because i remember every single details of it,i usually dont.Anyways, I was standing alone,somewhere not familiar. Its snowing with the streetlights glowing and its quite.So quite that you can hear the snow fall and its like a fairy world,magical.God..its the most beautiful sight i ever see.That last about 2 minutes(maybe) before my alarm woke me up.Hmm..maybe its a sign that i should get up tonight..Afterall,its ramadhan..who knows 
Well thats not the point.I was saying im feeling blue,right?? Its because..i dont know,i know i shouldnt but i have this sudden urge to talk to a friend.A particular friend,which i cant somehow..because of so many reasons.A part of me really wants to make things ok between us but I dont think its ever possible.Its maybe because all this raya mood,i dont know.Oookay,i really need to feel better,get this one person out of my head.Hmm..lets think of something that makes me happy.I want to think of something small and simple that i have easy access to..Oh this is great! I’ve been feeling so down, and hopeless. So this is good therapy for me.Ok..lets..
1) I feel happy when someone on my friendlist talks to me on instant messaging.
2) I feel happy when there’s a letter in the mailbox for me. I mean emails. People dont really send snail mail nowadays,kan?
3) I feel happy when a friend calls me up, out of the blue wanting to do something with me.
4) I feel happy when someone engages in a conversation with me.
5) I feel happy when the new issue of CLEO comes out.
6) I feel happy when I get support, and someone understands me.
7) I feel happy when a great song that I like comes on the radio or tv, and I feel like singing or dancing to it.
I feel happy when I make my own decisions.
9) I feel happy when I take a break from my normal routine of things, be spontaneous. Like when, Tem and I cut evening class to go to JJ or Putrajaya or something like that.Hahaa..Shouldnt but i do feel happy everytime i do that..
10) I feel happy when my cat talks to me, and wants to be fed…Hahah
11) I love it when it rains, and when it is misting and when it’s foggy. Thunderstorms!!!!
12) Old, cheesy, movies I’ve seen a million times, ooohh..FRIENDS..i love it so much.
13) Finding forgotten money in clothes everytime i do my laundry
Cant think of anything else.I bet there’s more.Ok,maybe thats working.Its impossible for me to shop like Paris Hilton but hey,i still have this lil things that make me happy,huh?? hmm..ok..ok..am i still thinking about it?? nope..no way. Well,maybe a little..Hmm..YES..SHIT!!
Thinking sucks!!..wutver.Im outta here.
