Life as it is
I’ve finished both my mid term for bichemistry and thermodynamics. Well,i’ve never been this frustrated. I suck at both!!!…sob sob..2 minutes before thermo,i realized that i cannot recall anything i have studied the whole day before. Oh my god..is this what people always say "Weh,aku blank laa"..I kept my calm until i read all the question. Yup,im blank..I cannot remember anything. Nothing! zero!..i waited about 5 minutes trying to calm myself,hoping i would remember something. Hmm..not much of a difference. So i just wrote whatever possible. I didnt even finish answering the question.
So,i planned to took out all my frustration in thermo trying to do my best in biochemistry that was originally scheduled a day after that. I needed more time so my friends and i asked the lecturer to postponed the mid term next week and he’ll agree if the whole class agree,and they did so i had all weekend to study and i did!!..i finished reading the slides,go through the assignment and did 3 past year mid term question. Hmm.."im well prepared this time"…and so i thought. Turns out,the blank thing is a disease. It happened again. I took a deep breath,recite some do’a and continue reading the question. The second time it wasnt so bad,at least something came out..Hehe..but i guess my preparation wasnt enough,the question is much harder that we expected. Hmm..so its true what my senior said. "Dr Hamzah ajar sangat faham,tapi soklan dia sangat susah.." In the end,sama je jugak..tak dapat jawab exam!!..heheh..but at least he makes the subject very interesting. Rather than I simply come to class listening to the lecturer blabbing about something i cannot understand. Hmm..finals is in 2 weeks. I still have time. Im gonna give it my all this time..ececece..hehe..siapla final thermo and biochem,watch out!!! (baca dalam nada nino bila dia meng’aim’ sesuatu)
Hmm..like the 2 exams wasnt bad enough. I lost my dear friend of 3 years, my sony erricson phone after the biochem exam. Cet,dah la baru topup. Takpela,time ni la kena sabar. Nak nangis pun rase cam tak larat. (first time tu rase camtu..i must’ve grown up..hehe)
Hmm..but im ok. Ooooh ya…i do have one super good news anyways, Moksu dah selamat delivered baby adam last week. Nama dia Muhammad. Hmm..i cant wait to see him again. Sangat la comel makhluk tu..huhuhu..oh and also runiz is coming tomorrow. yeaa..i miss her so much..huhuh..
Ok,thats all for now. I’ll catch up later. Bye
