My world: The Cherryblossom Garden

   I miss squashing like hell..but sob sob..i cant,finals finals finals..lepas tu,dah cuti. Nino dah balik s’wak lak tu..huhu..ishh..after microb nak ber-squash smp penat..yeyeye

Its been a while since i really blog? When was the last time? Lately, all i did was re-posting. No mood,no time and nothing to write about. I spend a lot of time with Nino,Tim,Kay and Aishu lately. Class ended last week. I finished Organic lab and Engineering materials final paper. Hmm..no comment. Lets just see how i did later. Microb is next monday. I dont have the lecturer’s notes because my pc broke down again. Arggghh,i dont know whats wrong this time..couldnt care less. hehe..Went to Khair’s to get the notes since nobody’s driving me to UIA. The stupid petrol price increase does give an impact to me..heheeh..

   OOookay, i think im in much better state of mind this couple of days. I can breath again,i think. Well,sometimes no matter how hard u try u still cannot get what u want. Bad things happen to people and people deal with it,right? let it be..hmm..something,i never done before. Maybe i should try..heheh..but its weird. Im always in control and now i cannot even decide what’s best for me. Or worst, the best is really…me,not being in control.

Im Letting it be..

This a GIRL talking…

If you see me walking the road with someone
else, It’s not because I like his accompany…Its
because you’re not brave enough to walk beside
me.

Don’t let me fall for him, It’s you I want to fall in love
with..

How did the GUY reply?

When you thought I wasn’t there to catch you..It
was because you never gave me the chance..You never reached the bottom, you’ve already grabbed a branch.

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost..I
too don’t know where the road is going..Are we just
going to turn around, Or are we gonna cross each
other’s path?

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS…BUT IF IT DOESN’T
HURT…

THEN IT ISN’T LOVE…

  Huhuhu..my life is getting more and more weirder each day. I cant seem to understand whats going on. Everybody else is moving forward while im stuck here doing the same boring thing day by day. But u know what, im not gonna stay put and sulk. Im gonna make the best of it. What im going through right now obviously cant be fix. I’ve tried everything to make things right, but it doesnt. The best thing to do is just let it be. Never to think about it again,never to bring it up. Nino said,it’ll go away one day without me knowing it and you know what, she might be right. Its not like i have a choice anyways..but i do believe in one thing..Whatever dont break you,will make you stronger..hehe..and yup! it know it will. So,life..here goes me!!! hehehe

Love,

Aishahana