Archive for December, 2005

New year..new me?

Friday, December 30th, 2005

Today is going to be the last day of 2005. Sad?? not so much. It’s been a great year overall. So many good things happen,i cannot recall right now. Bad? i can, but dont want to..hehe..whatever happens,good and bad happened for a reason..i truly and honestly believe in that. For everything i did wrong,i’m sorry.Let bygones be bygones k.

Hei,i read my horoscope for 2006. It says this:

OVERVIEW: In matters of the heart, you’ve always preferred the chase to the capture. In fact, hard as it might be to believe, once the courtship dance is over — especially if it doesn’t last long enough or prove interesting enough — you’ve actually been known to lose interest entirely. You won’t have that problem this year though. From early January through early March, someone who absolutely demands your respect will attract a healthy portion of your attention. Suddenly, you’ll be willing to suspend all rules, clean up your act and go out of your way to prove how honorable your intentions are — just to ensure that you end up with the pleasure of their long-term company.

If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn,
but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact
she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.

She is a loyal friend. Good at fighting her own battles, she won’t hesitate a minute to stand up for her friends, family, and loved ones. Though she won’t always stay with someone through the good and bad times, she is usually right there when she is needed. She doesn’t like to take a back seat to anyone, but when she is in a loving relationship, they will be sitting side-by-side together.

(whatever that means..hehe!)

Ku Mohon

Sunday, December 25th, 2005

Spend all the day today, studying with my friends at BK..haha..yup,burger king..susah gak blaja kat situ,walaupun best..tak pasal2 spend about rm30..haha..skali skala bila tgh kaya bleh kut..ngeh ngeh..oh..by the way, lamanye tak blogging..i was never in a good mood nowadays..lepas satu2 benda sedih jadi..ape2laa lepas ni,i wannabe mcm dulu..dah tak kisah dah pasal ape2 yg dah jd..new year,new me..i dont take shit from people no more..friends or foe?? who really knows..sometimes when you care so much about someone,u’ll still end up getting hurt by those people..so,y do i even bother to care??

Ohh..lupa plak..i posted the lyrics of Sheila Majid’s Ku Mohon..i Love this song..it means a lot to me..well..some of my friends think most of malay songs are stupid,etc..me??..well,i dont really listen to a lot of malay songs,i admit..but most of what i listen to,is good..both the lyrics and the melody..but who am i to say anything??

Ku Mohon - Sheila Majid

Setiap hari kumohon
Agar Kau sentiasa
Memberiku ketenangan dalam hati… kekuatan
Menempuh segala dugaan yang mencabar ini
Pasti punya ertinya
Engkau beriku harapan
Menjawab segala persoalan
Hadapi semua dengan tenang

Dengan merasa kesyukuran
Ku doa Kau selalu
Mengawasi gerak-geriku
Berkatilah ku penuh rahmat dari Mu

( korus )
Oh Tuhan terangkan hati dalam sanubariku
Oh Tuhan ku berserah segalanya kepadamu
Agar jiwaku tenang dengan bimbingan Mu selalu

Ada kalanya ku merasa hidup ini seperti kaca
Jikalau tidak bersabar
Hancur berderailah akhirnya
Tabahkanlah hatiku
Melalui semua itu… Ooh…
Kuatkanlah
Cekalkanlah diriku

Curahkanlah nikmat Mu pada hidupku

Right kind of wrong??

Saturday, December 10th, 2005

The Right Kind Of Wrong

Artist - Leann Rimes

Album - Coyote Ugly Soundtrack

Know all about, ’bout your reputation
And how it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can’t help it if I’m helpless
Everytime that I’m where you are.
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can’t fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Lovin’ you, yeah, isn’t really something I should do
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you, yeah
I should try to be strong
But baby you’re the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you’re the right kind of wrong

Might be a mistake, A mistake I’m makin’
But what you’re givin’ I am happy to be takin’
‘Cause no one’s ever made me feel
The way I feel when I’m in your arms
They say you’re somethin’ I should do without
They don’t know what goes on when the lights go out
There’s no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Lovin’ you, yeah isn’t really something I should do yeah-hey
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you yeah
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you’re the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you’re the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can’t seem to
‘Cause every time I run you’re the one I run to
Can’t do without what you do to me,
I don’t care if I’m in too deep yeah hey-yeah

Know all about, yeah ’bout your reputation
And now it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can’t help it if I’m helpless
Everytime that I’m where you are,

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can’t fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Hey-yeah

Lovin’ you, yeah, isn’t really something I should do
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you yeah
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you’re the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you’re the right kind of wrong
Baby you’re the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you’re the (right kind of wrong)

Note : Looovee the lyrics :-)

Uwaaa..Jahatnye org tu..

Friday, December 9th, 2005

I was suprised when i log in to my friendster account..somebody changed my profile and deleted my photos..damn it!!..must be masa pergi GPCL pagi td, i forgot to log off..wei..sebuknye..log off kan je la..susah2 je nak ubah2 profile,delete gambar..its not the first time..Nino and timah pun penah kena gak..ceh!!..sabarje la..dah malas nak tulis balik..nantila bila ade mood..2-3 hari ni asyik takde mood je :-(

Whoever said that im always happy and laughing obviously never see the real me..yup,there are times i feel like @##@$%^&**^^GO TO HELL%#$^&**%^..now is exactly one of those time..

Oh..me and my friends went and watch Narnia at GSC midval yesterday..I had class until 4.30,so about 5 baru kuar dari UIA..dah la hari Jumaat,menurut kata Yani, "Hari Jam Sedunia"…haha..mmg jam pun..kul 6 lebih baru sampai..thanks pada encik driver yg susah2 je menekan clutch smp kaki cramp..hehe..night before that,takle nak book,sumer full..ishh..i forgot to remind that encik to book the ticket earlier..nasib baik takla lama sangat beratur..but..sedihnye..we got the 8.30 show ticket yg depannnnnnnn sekali..huhuhu…the story was ok..the acting,wasnt the best but ok la..my expectation was a lil bit higher kut..all n all i rated the movie..ermm 3? with bad sitting factor of course..habis movie kul 11..bukannye slalu balik lambat2 ni, so my mum takde la marah..as long as i tell her first where im going and who im going with..nino,tim and basyi tido at my home sbb dah after 12 mana bleh masuk uia..nanti kena tido masjid lagi eh nino?? hehe..

Thats all kut..hari ni bad mood la..nak nangis jap :-(

later

A new semester has come…

Friday, December 2nd, 2005

  The results came out about 4-5 days ago..errr..mine is not that good but i think its ok..much better than what i imagined..hehe..alhamdulillah..so relieved..i settled my course registration in the pre-reg period..so nothing to worry..i got all the classes that i want..as usual,before every new semester starts..this is what i planned to do :-)

1.Sit in the first three rows only

2.Do every assignments myself..no copying please!!

3.Never procrastinate..

4.Pay attention in class. Ask!! (Jangan esok nak quiz/exams baru tanya org..)

5.Rajin2 jumpa lecturer (err..im not sure about this..but i’ll try anyways)

6. Take better care of my pc.(ok peeps..defrag!)

7. I soooo wanna hang out with Nino,Dayah,Sara,Ruru,Bash,Peeps,Akram,Nita,etc mcm dulu(dah lain major..arghhh busannyee)

8. Ohh..this is important..Sports complex at least 3 times a week!!

9. Hmmm..KOMMEX rule!

10. Rooster??..dunno! dont care! (dan yg sewaktu dgnnye..)